Tuesday, July 26, 2011

My World Keeps Turning


…albeit…. S  L  O  W  L  Y.

Perhaps the weather condition of my home state reflects in the condition of my blog posting—or lack thereof—over the past several months:

85% of Texas is in either extreme or exceptional drought, the two worst categories. 

My hometown of Fredericksburg is in the Exceptional Mode.

Exceptional being AWFUL - - DRY - - - parched.

In addition to drying up, our temperatures are high and higher. We are inching our way upwards from 42 days of triple digit temperatures. For those of you who, like me, are slow in math, “triple digits” is a fancy term for anything over
ONE HUNDRED DEGREES +

of hot, hotter and hottest temperatures.
*duhhh*

Today in Kerrville, Texas – a mere 20 miles from Hometown – the outside temperature registered
105

No rain means dry fields, empty creeks, dry lawns, dying trees, no wildflowers, and precious few weeds. It means livestock are sold off at rock bottom prices and that wild animals—deer, raccoons, skunks, possums—are skin and bones skinny and hungry and thirsty. And dying.

Our Texas hill country has had more than our share of drought conditions off and on during the past several years.
Believe me that dry is bad even in the winter because dry burns regardless of the temperature.
But DRY in summer is frightening because summer-hot dry burns faster and hotter and in the blink of an eye.

Do you remember reading Erma Bombeck’s The Grass is Always Greener Over the Septic Tank? Wise woman, Erma. Here’s a picture of the pasture, way behind our house, that sits on top of our septic tank. J


Notice the dry, burned-up, wasted pasture all around.

At church the other day, some of our local friends complained to me about our neighbor across the road and his use of EVERYONE’s underground water to irrigate HIS hay fields. I have nothing to do with another’s use of water and while the said neighbor is within his legal rights—part of his livelihood / agricultural needs—we’ve noticed that it’s been weeks since an 18-wheeler truck has maneuvered through his narrow gate to pick up a single bale of hay. We have noticed, by the way, that in spite of our community water wetting down his hay fields, his coastal is not growing. Yes, it is green, but the weather is too hot for the grass to grow tall enough to cut and bale.
Seems to this city girl that my Sunday School teachers were onto something way back in the early 1940’s when they taught us to take turns, to share, and to love one another.

Each night, the weather people continue to say, “There is no hope for rain.”

Nevertheless, we who are called by His name continue to petition Him, our High and Holy heavenly Father, Creator of all that is or has been or ever will be, to be merciful and to heal our hearts, forgive our sin-filled ways, and to please wet our land and fill our creeks.
And, by the way—again—do you remember that dreadful day this spring??? May 22, 1011… Joplin, Missouri…. Talk about deadly.
          So, while we entreat (beg, plead) our Holy Father to  pour out water from the heavens onto our land, we must remember to continue to pray for those who lost everything. Homes. Belongings. Photographs. Grandmothers. Aunts. Livelihoods. Kitchen sinks. Roofs to cover those who survived.
          And we MUST give thanks for God’s perfect love.

Praying to serve and glorify my God and my King.

With love,
Liz

A Friend's New Adventure

Those of you who know me well, understand that I am extremely SLOW to say good bye. It is safe to say I prefer denial to the finality of an absolute end. Over the past three years, God called several of my friends Home to be with Him. One went suddenly in a violent car accident two days before she and I were to have a long-overdue lunch date. Two other friends fought cancer over a few years and I was privileged to spend some precious and private time with each in their waning weeks. Another friend’s sudden cancer took him with little notice and I’ve been blessed to walk close with his widow as she grieves.
In all these cases, I had some issues with my Holy Father to settle first so I did not let go quickly or even delete their e-mail addresses from my contacts list until recently.

Just my way of being sassy to my Father.
He knows I don’t handle change easily.

Today, I'm rethinking goodbyes.

From the inception of this prayer blog of mine, a link has stood sentimental on my sidebar as a special local place: The Closer Walk Christian Bookstore.
The store closed on May 31, 2011.
I have grieved deeply.
But I could not write a good bye. I could not write about my memories or the blessings I received from Sheila and her store. The store ceased to exist eight weeks ago but I could not remove the link.
The Closer Walk Christian Bookstore was a fixture in Fredericksburg for 27 years. The store meant a lot to me and to our small town.

Sheila and the store have been in my life together for some fifteen years and through the store, Sheila was my mentor, confidant, former employer, and fellow writer. We walked through trials and tribulations together, shared joys and celebrations, shed pools of tears, and prayed together at the drop of a hat or a tear. She is a lovely lady who is small and delicate but who managed the bookstore with an iron glove and ministered to droves of us with a quiet, trusting heart.


May 2007 Sheila & Liz at The Closer Walk booksigning for Liz and Sally Clark.


When she and her husband closed the door the last time to the store, Sheila turned around to embrace the next adventure God will give her and she spent a month visiting with and entertaining her grandchildren, children, and other family, praying, contemplating, and listening to her Lord.
She has already begun to write more, to set up her speaking ministry, and work in her garden. Today I received word that Sheila has a new blog. She is taking a new first step.

*sigh* Maybe it is time for me to let go.

Oh!!! But, hey! Perhaps this goodbye isn’t going to be so bad after all:

·       Sheila’s e-mail address is ACTIVE and ALIVE
·       Sheila still answers her telephone
·       Sheila continues as an active member of our Hill Country Women of Words writers’ group.


Please visit Sheila’s new blog. You will be blessed sharing in her new adventure

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Happy Birthday, Little Brother

Sometimes, I must yell STOP and bring the daily grind to a screeching halt.

Sometimes I just have to shout: God is good and life is sweet.

I haven’t posted on a regular basis lately even though the restless leg curse is calming for the first time in a dozen years and sleep--restful, uninterrupted sleep--is returning. Because of that God-intended, beautiful SLEEP, my depression and anxiety and frustration and hopelessness are falling away. Guess what I’m doing with my new-found time????

You have noticed I have not been writing.

I’ve been cleaning closets, organizing clutter, dusting things that were grossly neglected, planning a family-style bridal shower in our back yard for next week, and doing every-day things like cooking cheerfully for my family and going to the grocery story. With a happy heart.

And I’m giving thanks. And I’m not complaining (too much) about out record-breaking Texas drought induced HEAT. Life has been returned to me and I am grateful.

 Many of my friends—both cyber and real-life—have faithfully stopped by my blog to pray awhile in one or another of my cyber praying chairs so I want to share a HUGE thanksgiving with you. It happened today. On just another, routine Saturday.

Today, Dear Heart and Precious Daughter and I drove an hour across the Texas Hill Country to celebrate my brother’s birthday.


He is the only sibling I’ve ever had. Well, except for his wife who is my best friend and Jesus Sister.
I took a store-bought (but larapin-licious) Over-the-Hill cake and the birthday-boy himself drove to the restaurant to bring home ready-made barbeque.

Sister said, “Your mother and mine MUST be cringing behind a cloud in THE Throne Room because all their lovely china and crystal are tucked safely away in the buffet and we are eating store-bought  birthday dinner on paper plates!”

Actually, Eloise and MayBeth were probably thanking our Holy Father that their daughters finally slowed down to grasp the finer things of life: FAMILY and RELATIONSHIP.

Sister served fresh goat’s milk and told about their new batch of Peacocks. Lil’Bro and I—both in our 70’s now—showed off  our cyber skills by comparing  apps on his Iphone and my Ipod. The house resounded with memories of birthdays past and hopes of birthdays future. Listening (or not J) to our stories were Birthday Boy’s only niece, only grand-nephew and only brother-in-law along with one of his three sons, two of his daughters-in-law, three granddaughters, and five great grands (between 4 and 11.)

We laughed. We remembered. Our worlds stood still for a little while.

We were just Family. Without shame and WITH great joy.

Happy Birthday, Jerry


Standing on His primises,

         Liz

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Desolate Days of Summer

My disclaimer must come first!!

I am not a poet.
I do not write poetry.
Poems mystify me.

HOWEVER.
Sometimes, my brain goes beserk. (Could it be from the heat? Probably not )
PLEASE, no critiques :-) I welcome any and all comments but remember I make NO claim as a poet. I write prose. Long pieces. With LOTS of words. :-0
But, because it is summer and in Texas we are hot and we are dry, this is my love offering to you!

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                         Days    of    Summer


Sun sucks moisture from the ground,
heat sears dirt while a
blistering wind whistles through the trees
in sultry days and sweltering nights.
Parched throats breathe stale air and
thoughts, birthed in limp, lifeless minds,
bake to a crisp
before they form.


Searing winds of summer
smack around our souls,
suck skin dry and we
stagger across parched ground
smoldering under the sun and
stale air scorches lungs,
sapping all strength.

Abruptly

water whirls; we
wiggle wantonly within
welcome wetness.

Sprinklers
          spin
                    spit
                              spike
spew
          swirl
                    soaking
                              showers.

Sadly, we shut down the timer
to save precious well water shared with others and
search for shade to
wait for rain
from God.


May you be blessed with safety, your daily bread, and extra portions of God’s great Grace while we wait for rain.
Love,
Liz

Friday, June 24, 2011

Catch-up Time

Lately:

  • my words have been sparce and

  • my average reader does not check my web site on a regular basis where I posted some new words and

  • my average reader checks in here at my blog and leaves messages of encouragement and

  • even on the 3rd day of summer, it is a long, hot, dry summer in Texas...

SO. I want to post here the summer message I left on my website, Liz Writes in Texas.

 


Summer

 And Welcome to Eberle Hill
 
     If it seemed that March was akward, heavy, and TIRED, we had forgotten summer in Texas during a drought.
    Even before the first day of summer, we were hanging on and moving slowly trough the hottest, driest, most awful dry spell since the 1950's.
     While folks in the midwest suffer through horrendous floods and ravaging, killer tornados, in Texas even hummingbirds depend on humans for food. The weatherman said, "There is no hope."
     Some of us know otherwise. Regardless of the charts, computer composits, cloud charts, Nino and Nenas and whatever else humans use, God IS in charge. He IS our hope. It rains and it does not rain and it floods and blows away all moisture on both the just and on the unjust.
    But, I'm wondering. My own human heart becomes lonely and cries out in anguish when one or another of my children gets so busy they forget to call or e-mail or post on Face Book. I think things like, "well, just wait until they want something from me!!"
   Then the phone rings, my face breaks into a bright smile as one or another of my offspring's voice says, "Hi, Mom / Memaw." We visit and talk, give pdates, ask questions, he/she/they say 'I love you,' and we talk and talk and my heart overflows. He, she or they could ask for my last shirt and I would rip it off and special deliver it to him/her/they.
     I'm spending a lot of time with my Holy Father these days... and not just because if we don't get rain soon, we will scorch to death or literally burn up or lose everything... but because my heart sings when I visit and talk with Him... I trust.
     Even though the wind blows hot, and the land is brown, and the cattle are being sold off, the view from our home in the Texas Hill Country is hopeful. The soil, dry as it is, continues to nurture my soul and I flavor my soups, stories, blog posts, prayers, and visits with my children with the few drought-tolerant herbs from my garden and with spices from our lives.
      Mostly, we'll praise the Lord Jesus Christ. Even on the dead days of a long, hot summer when the land is brittle-dry and grass hopper threaten the last of our vegetation.
     I hope you'll enjoy meeting the folks who wander around our hill. Some are very real human people and others are illusions of my heart who come alive when I pen their stories. 
     Please visit the other pages that list my published writing. There might be a hint here and there about words-in-progress.
    And--through flood or drought or fire or hail or hurricnes let us keep praising God---AND asking Him for His mercy.
 

Blessings from my heart,
Liz

P.S. IF you check out my web-site, you’ll find that one of my stories, “Secrets from the Creek,” won the First Price in the West Texas Writers 2011 Short Story Contest (see page: Contests). I’m shocked and thrilled!